For the past week, I’ve been thinking about how fast I grew up. In less than 3 days, I’ll turn 20, no more teenage angst for me. I’ve been so aloof too, and I can’t go back to being myself I’ve been trying, but I can’t. Losing my mojo is the best way I can describe it. I want to try to be alone, but I mentally and physically cannot be alone. I know, it’s hard but I’m trying my best to push through all these emotions I have.