82. Feeling foreign in your own familiarity

1/12/26

I don’t feel myself right now.

I’ve changed so much, it’s crazy how I wouldn’t recognize the person I was 3 years ago.

I’ve grown up.

so much of me is different

it feels weird

unknown

the feeling of nostalgia is both so upsetting and warming to feel

today was good

real good

listening to lorde and thinking

she’s so cool

i’m going to bed

hip dip bip!